Abandon

Condemned am I; to this rotting corpse of meat and bone and within it, a shallow beating heart. As if; just another cursed wreckage, tossed aside to waste away into nothingness. All is lost with me, as perversions of happiness fall short of mind. Nothing is as it seems to be and I; myself, a huge part of that nothing. Thoughtless words of bitter wisdom echo within my head. Although not deafened by the cursed laughter of them, I am blinded in the dim lit presence of my own image.

Essence of a Dreamer

Darkened urges boil deep beneath my skin, tearing and scratching towards freedom. They have consumed me for the longest of time; they have attacked my utter most being, and live off my many undiluted fears. The leveling off of my minds power and the heightening of odd daze sets in; confusion is the souls provider, for which there is an abundance. The light of truth dims low; being forced out by disturbing fantasies, never less disturbed than once before. Death and destruction fill in the blanks of what is left of my humanity; it picks off the tidbits of sanity that cling hard for lifes struggle. Shadows of ring tossing puppets; labyrinths of thought crumbling to dust, I slowly die in a sleepless dream.